In this past week there were news about a tragedy when a woman was being carjacked. It seems her daughter was in the back seat and she was afraid the man would take the car with the daughter… so they started fighting. The neighbor saw everything started to intervene but died in the process while the robber took the car.
Either way, i find it the woman’s fault the neighbor was killed, she panicked under the situation ( i am not implying that if i was in the same situation i wouldn’t panic) . She thought that she needed to save her daughter yet she didn’t even think about bargaining with the guy to at least let her daughter get out… she immediately went into protecting mode which resulted in her daughter being saved but an innocent man was dead. When she was telling the story she said the guy told her to take out the daughter, so yes if she would have dealt with it a bit better maybe an innocent man wouldn’t be dead.
if only someone would tell Vanessa Hudgens that she doesn’t look cool trying to dress all hipster 70’s-80’s shit every year in Coachella
just /stop/
lol, i think coachella is a gathering of people who are wanna be hippies
A lot of dogs have been dying lately one died on Friday due to parvovirus. I was the one who had to moved it so i started touching it and felt how hard it was. On Saturday we were short staffed, the clinic had a lot of movement and i love it when it’s like that. That’s one of the things that also attracts me about nursing of course i cannot compare both jobs but i love to be moving and the stressful environment. Either way over here there are a lot of technicians who open their own business and act as “Veterinarians” which is completely wrong.To save money people take their pets to those people and that is what happened this last Saturday. This couple took their dog for her annual vaccines and the dog got a massive reaction. They ended up bringing her to the clinic told me they gave her some oral benadryl.The doctor decided to give her two shots and was getting the other one when the dog started to have a seizure. I felt like a weird feeling going down my spine when i saw the dog having the seizure we took her to the surgery room and did everything that had to be done and we saved her.
Also right after that i came out to attend to the next patient but the owner told me the dog had just died in the parking lot. While i walked towards the dog they told me she had peed and dropped just like that. I looked at the dog and it was a German shepherd it looked like my Lola i thought then i looked at the eyes and they were opened. I knew the dog was dead cause i could see the tongue was blue but still i checked around her chest area to see if i could feel a heartbeat maybe there was still a possibility.
Next case was about a dog that he was pooping but with heavy blood flow. I remember we had put him in a cage with his IV drops and then i noticed there was a pool of blood. It was my job to clean it and that’s where it hit me.. an awful smell that almost made me throw up. Of course it’s not the first time i seen blood like that but the smell was just horrible. I felt like it was in my clothes lol, but realized this is nothing to throw up for and the smell will be gone once i finish. To cope with it i usually breath through my mouth and that’s what helped me to keep continuing cleaning the cage.
At the end all i have to say is that “Cheap things come at a high price”.
The nursing field is starting to sneak up within me once again it’s been three times already that i keep considering it. Sometimes i think i am not a people person but i always treat them with respect and i do have patience which i thought i didn’t have or led myself to believe i didn’t have. Being at the clinic has taught me to deal with different kinds of people i mean some owners of the pets are way too picky and forceful in what they want. The first time i considered it i brush it off as soon as i remembered i could be changing people and their poop, etc. But by the second time of reconsidering i actually didn’t mind if i had to do that. Once again i brushed it off but it was because i had a situation where an old man came in with his granddaughter we checked the dog and everything and i remember turning around to go back inside the clinic but for some reason i turned around and found the old man on the floor. I helped him get up, asked him if he was ok and he kept saying he was i stayed next to him in case he fell again. He had short jeans then i looked at the floor and i noticed there was poop. He kept wanting to leave but we couldn’t let him leave like that cause he was with his granddaughter and what if something happened to both of them while he drove. So we told him to wait that an ambulance was coming (of course that was like after 20mins -_- ), then i noticed his mouth was closed with air and i just knew he was gonna vomit so i asked him if he felt like vomiting he nodded so i slowly turned him around to the side so he could do it in the floor. It was better on the floor than in the counter plus i would be the one cleaning it so i didn’t care. The situation was a first for me and i realized when it comes to stressful times i am really good at handling it but what broke my heart was the granddaughter. She was around 12 -13 years old and she was crying and inside i was like aish ~.~ so i decided to brush off nursing once again. Now is the third time right now there is nothing making me to brush off the nursing field but i am already 24 years old and i am almost finishing my bachelor in biology i had changed majors from social sciences to biology cause my dream is to become a veterinarian but right now what i am feeling inside of me is i want to learn everything that has to do with people and their illnesses and what can doctors/nurses do to make it better.
I have always followed them and cheered them on after having a comeback and this time it wasn’t gonna be any different. When i saw the teasers of 4minute and Sistar i thought their comebacks were gonna be completely different. I thought it would be 4minute the one who would come out with a slow song and Sistar with their upbeat songs they are usually known for. I was surprised it was the other way around, 4minute first came out the song is really good though the chorus seems a bit weird. In the music video you can’t help but notice Hyuna it’s not that she is the prettiest or most talented but it’s because she is put there that people remember her name. If they did the same with any of the other girls i mean really put the same effort they did with Hyuna then that other member would also be remembered and easily noticed. But once a kpop group has that visual the companies usually just keep shoving them down our throat. Either way, next we have Sistar so far their newest song “Alone” is my currently on fav songs of 2012. When the teasers came out i was actually disappointed cause deep inside i knew it was gonna be another upbeat song and boy was i wrong. I am glad they came out with that song cause it shows another side of them.
Sometimes i feel like there is something missing.
Missing in my personality,
i wonder what it is
it’s like i am waiting for something
to happen inside of me
but i can’t figure out what it is
or what it is that i have forgotten.
Last Sunday i went on a two hour car trip
the scenery was beautiful
i loved it
then it reminded me how much i used to love those rides
When i look back when i was a child
sometimes i wonder
where did she go
what happened
she was more outgoing
social
free
but now i have turned
into this anti-social
shy
scared
over analytical
person
and i am not happy with that
cause i feel the restriction
inside of me
which i shouldn’t feel
I need to change that
i am still lost at how to change it
but i will try to become the person
that i was meant and want to be.
Yesterday night i finished the first ep and i was hooked! Though i completely definitely hate the hairstyle they decided to give Zeng Ai Xing. It makes the character way older than she is the hairstyle worked for Jing Jing but definitely not for her.
On Tuesdays and Thursday’s i have to wake up around 5:30am for my class that starts at 7am. Last week i had a test which i missed but it wasn’t because i wanted to skip it was because the alarm didn’t go off. So, i decided to not talk to the professor which was wrong of me but today she asked why i didn’t go and i told her. She was like “that’s not a valid excuse” and I’m being good for letting the final test to replace that grade.” Which i would have understood completely if she didn’t do that cause she is in her every right to do that cause i did missed it. But she starts lecturing me of how it was irresponsible of me and it was me who chose to enroll in that class at that hour. I was there like nodding but at the same time i didn’t say anything but i kept thinking through out the lab that she was a little bit unfair as to call me irresponsible as if it was something i would have done on purpose. I know the excuse isn’t “valid” but if the alarm didn’t go off that is not my fault and it does not give her a right to just shout out the word irresponsible.
Maybe it’s because i don’t have a life and i don’t really care but it’s so cool that there is a live action of “Switch Girl” and i have to say it’s a definite must watch. It’s just like the manga and the main actress looks almost like her. On another note also found out the korean movie version of the japanese drama “You’re my pet” and it’s also soo good and funny.
